June 16th, 2008 @ 5:44PM
June 14th, 2008 @ 12:09PM
3 new tracks done for upcoming CD, "In the Ashes"
Will post about 5 songs when I get that far
Expect some new "MOAM-ness" next week
June 8th, 2008 @ 7:50PM
Wanna know what I was doing to your chickens last night??
(see webcam)
May 31st, 2008 @ 8:13PM
As the world burns down, a new era is born...
This is the sequel to "As It Ends".
Stay tuned.
May 14th, 2008 @ 2:20PM
Back from my trip from California!
Will be starting more music soon
Stay tuned
With this purchase, you will get 18 well-produced, deep, real, emotional tracks (no fillers, I promise). Not only that, but the CD in which you buy is nice, shiny, colorful and just damn cool-lookin'! It is not (and I repeat, NOT) a CD-R!! I know some bands who try to sell their music on CD-R's for like $15.00 and I think that is a total rip off, even if it is good music. The CD you can buy is an actual CD and I'll say it again... It looks friggin' cool!!!
Anyways, I hope those of you who end up purchasing my album like it all the way through because I have always been one to avoid fillers and focus on the CD as a whole. I think this is definitely my best album yet and it is well-worth the 8 bucks. Any questions? Feel free to send me a note!!
Buy the CD at this link:
http://cdbaby.com/cd/mimicofmind
Preview the whole CD before you buy it here:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=rNV6vn4VdEE
Track List
1. Despise You ( 4:35 )
2. This Life ( 3:40 )
3. Insanity In Love (music by ChillinBuzz) ( 3:59 )
4. From the Soul (feat EnerG) ( 4:08 )
5. Let Go ( 3:57 )
6. My Song For You ( 5:47 )
7. Don’t Forget Me ( 3:54 )
8. Feelings Don't Last ( 4:25 )
9. Wish It Were Me ( 4:38 )
10. Life Changes ( 4:58 )
11. Done Trying ( 4:52 )
12. Mirage (feat Aflunky) ( 5:08 )
13. Hurt For Pleasure ( 4:09 )
14. FIt ( 3:37 )
15. Low Life ( 3:23 )
16. Turn Away ( 3:58 )
17. Unintentional ( 2:45 )
18. My Funeral ( 4:57 )
May 6th, 2008 @ 4:30PM
May 5th, 2008 @ 12:44PM
30 copies of my new CD have been sent to CD Baby
It will be another 5-10 days before they get my CD available for purchase
Those who liked my latest CD, "From the Soul", if you buy the copy from CD Baby, it will NOT be in CD-R format. It is a professionally made CD, so it will be worth it.
I will be posting images of the actual album very soon so that you can see what the actual CD looks like
It will be $8.00 to buy, which to me is definitely reasonable since its 18 of my best, well-produced tracks to date. I also paid quite a bit to get these CD's to NON-CD R format
so my goal is to at least make my money back
Anyways, I will keep those of you who are interested posted for sure
I will update my journal and post a topic in the forums when my CD is available for purchase
May 4th, 2008 @ 2:54PM
Mood: Shitty
So I sit here all day, literally allllll day, doing abso-fuckin-lutely nothing. For some reason, I have been thinking about a lot of shit and it just bogs me waaaay down. I don't even know where to begin. More than anything, I find myself just wanting to escape this life that I'm currently living. Even though I'm not living under my parents' roof (although I will be soon, for a span of 3 months), I still feel trapped. I feel like I'm in college for my family, not me. I feel like the only reason I am in school is just to "get by" and honestly, it's hard for me to imagine myself doing anything other than what I love the most...music. Or game making. Or writing... You know, shit I ENJOY doing. Even if I went a path of something I could see myself enjoying even though I'm not passionate about it, I still can't picture getting the determination and motivation to finish school and do it because...it's not my fucking passion!! My body aches right now from all the thinking and hating I've been doing today. Then comes the topic of people. First of all, why am I so damn incapable of putting myself out there, possibly meeting cool people? I can't stop myself from hating every god damn mother fucker out there, even before I even know anyone. Everyone who says they would do "anything for a friend" is full of shit. Anyone who tells you they are falling for you is full of shit. Anyone who has to overstate it and convince their own damn SELF that they have feelings for you is full of shit. The word "love" is full of shit. Why is it okay for women to take you into their life, get you infatuated with them, and then turn their fucking back on you because "they thought they were ready for a relationship but they're really not"? Why the fuck is that okay? And then they give you the silent treatment when you're so fucking full of shock and disbelief that you can't stop thinking about it for days. Fuck all of you who think its okay to pull peoples' strings because its not...arg. I'm in such a "FuckAll" mood right now, I wish I could just let it out in a brand new song, but I have a final I'm supposed to be studying for tomorrow, so unfortunately I gotta keep my "priorities" straight...even though my main priority HAS been my new cd, in which I've put a few hundred dollars into for selling, which will be out soon, though I'm not sure how many copies I'll sell because it seems like more people are interested in hearing Lil' Wang (erm...I meant "Lil Wayne") do his retarded monotone boring ass dance raps than hearing someone pour his heart and soul into his music. I'm hating right now, and it's so hard to stop when no one on your family supports what you love the most, and especially when you know how fucking proud your parents are of your brother, but not of you. He's moving out to California to work for Boeing, gonna get married soon to his FIRST and last girlfriend (I'm sure of it) and he's so fucking smart. I love him to death, just like my family. Fuck, my bro is like my best friend, but it still rips me up knowing that my parents respect him so much more than me. I'm so sick of family, I'm so sick of people judging me, I'm so sick of bitches ripping my heart out and acting like it was no thang, I'm so sick of getting fuckin' criticized. If I ever made it in music, I would give the world a big FUCK YOU because no one helped me get where I am, ESPECIALLY not god. To me, god is a joke and I hate anyone who even starts giving some imaginary being credit for shit I accomplish. Fuck that, if I ever make it big, it was ME and no one else who got that far. Gahhh I just don't know what more to type. I'm not looking for any huge "solution" from anyone here, I just had to rant. You know how you get sometimes? You gotta just get things out in writing? I felt like I would post it here because DM contains my closest internet friends, so enjoy at your own risk
April 20th, 2008 @ 3:36PM
April 5th, 2008 @ 7:13PM
New CD almost amongst us.
Track List
1. Despise You ( 4:35 )
2. This Life ( 3:40 )
3. Insanity In Love (music by ChillinBuzz) ( 3:59 )
4. From the Soul (feat EnerG) ( 4:08 )
5. Let Go ( 3:57 )
6. My Song For You ( 5:47 )
7. Don’t Forget Me ( 3:54 )
8. Feelings Don't Last ( 4:25 )
9. Wish It Were Me ( 4:38 )
10. Life Changes ( 4:58 )
11. Done Trying ( 4:52 )
12. Mirage (feat Aflunky) ( 5:08 )
13. Hurt For Pleasure ( 4:09 )
14. FIt ( 3:37 )
15. Low Life ( 3:23 )
16. Turn Away ( 3:58 )
17. Unintentional ( 2:45 )
18. My Funeral ( 4:57 )
Chances are...it will be downloadable in about a week or two!
Oh and I figured I would copy GT and make my own alphabetized song list since I figured it would be interesting to look at
Abandoned
Abandoned In the Rain
Always Been My Enemy
Am I Dreaming
Anti Social
As It Burns
Ash Tray
At the End
Away
Away From Me
Before It's Gone
Believe In Me
Better Off Dead
Beyond the Hills
Beyond the Stars
Biggest Fear
Black Dreams
Blood Stained Floor
Bottomless Pit
Broken Soul
Build
Burn In Hell
Chained
Chaotic Heart
Cowards Win (feat Dustin)
Create
Cycle Of Heartbreak
Damage
Dancing In the Moonlight
Darkest Side Of the Mind
Darkness
Dead Rain
Decay Of Time
Depart
Deserve
Despise You
Destroy Everything
Diamond
Die Alone
Disposed (feat Israfel)
Dissolve
Do You Trust Me
Don’t Forget Me
Done
Done Trying
Done With Everyone
Down the Moonlit River
Drift
Dying
Eat At Your Skin (fire)
Empty
Empty Promises
END (Enter New Dimension)
Error
Eternal Fate
Eternal Night (feat Aorpete)
Everyone Is Plastic
Fade Into the Sea
Faded Vision
Fading
Far Away
Farewell
Feel Me (feat Steve)
Feel You
Feelings Don’t Last
Figure In the Dust
Final Serenity
Find Me
Fit
Follow You
Forest of Lies
Forgotten
Freak
Free
From the Grave
From the Soul (feat EnerG)
Gate Of Sorrow
Gears
Ghost
Give In (air)
God Is Filthy
Gone
Grand
Hell Exists (feat Victorsskull)
Hold My Hand
Hold Your Cross
Hunt For Nothing (feat Popdem)
Hurt and Love
Hurt For Pleasure
I Am God
I Cannot Rely On You
I Love to Sin
I Will Make It
I Will Miss You
I Will Not Go
Imagine
In a Stone
In My Wall
In the Black
In the Rain
Infected (feat Mik)
Innocence
Insanity In Love (feat ChillinBuzz)
Inside Of Me
Into the Sky
Into the Sun
It's All Over
Just a Lie
Last Breath
Left Me
Let Go
Lets Take a Journey
Life
Life Changes
Life Is But A Dream (feat David)
Like a Bird
Liquify
Live For Hate (feat Dustin)
Live In the Sun
Living My Dream
Lost
Lost At Sea
Lost In the Stars
Lost My Way
Love Will Overcome
Low Life
Magic Meadow
Mechanical Mind (feat Jack Snyder)
Melodic Rhythm (Water)
Melody of Sadness
Memories
Mental Breakdown
Mimic of a Mind
Mirage (feat Aflunky)
Mist
My Castle
My Dream
My Funeral
My Island
My Realm
My Song For You
My Soul Bleeds
My Sweet Garden
Mysteries
Never Give Up
Never Let Go
New Road
Night of Desire (feat Mickey Breezy)
No Control
No More Room For Love
No One But You
No One to Blame
No Reason to Say Goodbye (feat Gary Tucker)
No Way Out
Nobody's Safe
Not Murder (feat Victorsskull)
Nothing
Ocean Wind
On a Pedestal
Only Thing
Pain From the Heart
Paint a Memory
Paint a Picture
Past It All
Pay Back
People Are Barriers
Perfect
Perfect Song For You
Permanent Hate
Personal Catastrophe
Pre-Insanity
Promise
Push Me
Pushing Away
Reborn
Reflect
Regrets
Responsible
River Of Tears
Road Obscure
Run Away
Same Old Thing
Searching
Sell My Soul
Send My Spirit
Sensation
Shattered
Show Me I Matter
Sick
Silence
Sing to Me (Earth)
Sink
Siren
Skinned
Slit My Throat For You
Smile
Smile For Me
So Far Away
So Helpless (feat Jack Snyder)
Sometimes
Somewhere Better
Sorry
Soul Machine
Speak Your Mind
Sphere Of Chaos
Spirits Of Vengeance
Such A Shame
Sun Won’t Rise
Surgery (Cut Him Open)
Take Me
Thank You
The Candle's Flame
The Darkest Hole
The Darkest Side Of the Mind
The Downfall
The End
The Key
The Loss
The Otherside
The Tide
The Undoing
There For You
There Goes Another Bomb Again
This Black
This Life
Tick (feat Dustin)
Together
Tomorrow May Fall
Too Beautiful
Took It From ME
Torn Heart
Touch
Track 7
Tranquility Broken
Transformation (feat Steve)
True Friends
Trust No More
Turn Away
Twilight Rainbow
Unforgotten Dreams
Unintentional
Unknown
Unleashed
Until the Sun Is Gone
Vile
Violent Day Dream
Waiting For the Sun to Set
Wanna
Wasting Away
What Am I
What Did They Do
What I Thought Was Right
When I Die
When I Die
When It Falls Down
When the Sun Goes Down
When You Come Home
When You're Broken
Why Do You Love Me (Napoleon Dynamite Cover)
Wish It Were Me
Wish Upon a Star
Wishing Wand
With the Stars
Within My Eyes
Words You Said
You Are
You Can’t Save Everyone
You Can’t Save Me (feat Jack Snyder)
You Said
victorsskull:
WildasRapids:
Ghostie:
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Now back to our regularly scheduled program! 
